Gloomy


The past few days has been gloomy. My dog has fallen very ill and it upsets me that I won't be able to be there with her until she fully recovers. She has gone through so much in life and although she is a fatty, she is one strong and tough doggy. I can only hope and pray she goes through a speedy, full recovery soon and get back on all fours by the next round I go home to visit.

Now I'm gonna rant on another upsetting and rather angry situation that has got me up in flames - a cheating incident. Didn't happen to me but someone very close to me. It angers me that people who are considered 'adults' would still do such a thing. It sickens me that this 'adult', a grown man, would cheat on his partner with another girl 10 years younger than him. Has the girl no self respect to sleep with another person's man? Does the guy have no sense of sympathy having to live off of his exes' home while he childishly decides to plan to live with his foolish young new thing? Why do people still do things like this? It really baffles me why people like this can't just openly tell their parter 'Hey, I don't think it's working out' but instead goes on to cheat on their partner. Are you not embarrassed of yourself for you did? She gave you her everything and you decided to just cheat on go on with a little girl that can give you what, sex and that's probably it? I wish I was there when she kicked you out of the house. I wish I was there with her kicking you out of the house. I wish I could've burned your clothes or thew them out of the apartment window. I wish I could've slapped and stabbed you for using her the way you. You balding bastard. To the young girl, I question what you see in him and how you could be so disrespectful and stoop so low to sleep with another person's man, especially one that isn't even attractive or a nice person at all! Karma will get back at you, the both of you.

That was rather lengthy lol but it feels good to let it out. I will never forgive the people who hurt the people who matters most to me. But let's get onto a lighter note now shall we? The other day I bought this super pretty dress from Zalora and little did I know that it was gonna be THAT low cut. 
Dress: Collection button down sun dress, Zalora
Shoes: Black platform mules, Charles and Keith
Bag: Soft leather tote bag, Longchamp
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Mules shoes are back in trend and to be honest I never thought I would buy a pair or even like it on me but this one I loved because of it's tall platform. It's super comfortable too and easy to pair with anything casual. Much has been happening at work but at the current moment, I have so much inspiration and urge to work on personal stuff as well. I'll be working on more videos when I have the time so do look out for that! Till here, I hope you're all well and having a great year so far. Nx

Bali 17'


I went to Bali! For like, the fourth time now in my life lol. This time I decided video my trip even though I don't have the right tools to stabilise the video or edit the video like a pro BUT at least I tried. Like, really tried. You can watch the video below! 

But if you're not into shitty quality videos, there are some pictures below for you to enjoy. So I went to Bali with Kieran, our first couple holiday after 5 years of dating. It felt amazing going on a trip, just the both us. This trip was planned thanks to Malaysia Airlines for rewarding me with return flight tickets. Despite many complaints from people (especially Malaysians), I would fly with Malaysia Airlines over Air Asia any given time. The service you get on board is so different and the price you pay is honestly more worth it than on Air Asia, especially if you're flying long haul flights. The food has improved, you get free in-flight entertainment and comfortable seats!
We stayed at Uma Sapna, Seminyak for our trips and spent almost 80% of our time doing absolutely nothing in the villa or walking aimlessly on the streets near where we stayed. The resort we stayed in was BEAUTIFUL and the service was exceptional. They were so friendly and helpful and the villa, oh my, it was stunning! We had complimentary breakfast at Kilo every morning and not only was the food so delicious, the portion was huge! We ate like kings every morning. 
Out of the 5 days, we took 1 day to visit Ubud. It was a very tiring but fun filled day sweating like a mad person but it was eye opening how much has changed since the last time I visited these places. The last time I was here in Ubud about a few years ago, it was calm, serene and the temples were never crowded. This time when I visited the temples, it was crowded, sometimes noisy and just very different from what I remembered. It's a bit sad, but I guess it's alright. 
Gunung Kawi was on the list of places we visited that day and oh my lord it was SO TIRING walking that area but it was so beautiful. I believe its one of the must visit places when in Ubud. It was a very quiet and oozed this calming vibe which was really nice.

I didn't take much photos this round because I was trying to video the trip. If you've any suggestions on how I could improve, please feel free to comment below and let me know! I would really appreciate it. Till here, I hope you're all well and manage to take some time off work or take a break from all the stress and go off for a holiday. Nx

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In the midst of everything, I've been feeling the shittiest I've felt in a very long time. I'm trying to cope with it, looking at things more positively, trying to not dread going to work. I'm heading off to Bali this weekend and am just absolutely thrilled! So that's one good thing. Though I've been there a few times now, I'm finally going a trip with Kieran - just us. Words can't express how excited I am. Below is an outfit I wore sometime last week with a different style of photographing it. I've been wanting to switch up my style of editing too but I've yet to get there.
Top: Airism camisole, Uniqlo
Bottoms: High waisted denim jeans, Cotton On
Jacket: Tiger embroidery bomber jacket, Romp
Shoes: Women's originals Superstar, Adidas
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You know what's annoying? The earrings I wore, from Lovisa, which I bought on sale, literally fell off and went bye bye when I was shopping. Simply brilliant. I'm so tempted to get another pair but I don't think I will. Anyway, I hope all of you are doing well. Till here. Nx 

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